Hey! Let's face the fact and stalk the smexy beast yet dorks, Kim jaejoong-sshi from TVXQ! His smile and naughty tougue is killing me, his evey move is loved, his voice toke my breath away when he sing. His wife gonna be soooo lucky to have a good-cook husband too! His airport wear make poeple think "Is he on cat walk, model show or something?" Very fashionable! MAMA like it. xD it's time to say byebye to my lovely pumpkins cause it's time to say hello JaeJae! :P
Weather: Raining outside... [didn't match my mood] Mood: Still weird and smiling... Song in my mind: "That Was Then" by Jmac
Funny world we all live in This world is a stage And we're all actors and actresses Evryone has the same feelings eventhough they say they don't Evryone is a hypocrite even if they try not to Friends has left and come back... Guess we won't be seeing that...
Evryone wanna be the best person in the world But at tymes we all make mistakes The best thing is to forgive all our mistakes I know I'm a pain all the tyme But lyke evryone, I wanna be a good person Guess I'm not that successful yet
I wanna say sorry to all that has come near me I wanna say sorry for those who I hurt I've made mistakes and I'm admitting it Thank you for those that help me And thank you for those who care for me
You can accept this apology Or you can ignore it You can say I'm asking for sympathy for doing this But I'm just asking for forgiveness...
I'm SORRY...
:: FirDiana Rubaei ::
9:18 AM smexy Thursday, April 28, 2005
► I"M WEIRDED OUT!!
Mood: Weird Weather: As always... warm Song in mind: Rich Girl.. HAHA!!!
Its so freaken funny... I'm reading other ppls blog and i noe that they are talking abt me... I laughed u noe.. Its really weird... I'm going crazy... Ppl wana rembat me,hate me... Its okay... That's lyfe... That's really lyfe...
:: Firyana Trousdale ::
10:39 AM smexy Tuesday, April 26, 2005
► I JUST WANNA FIND WORK!!
Weather: Warm outside Mood: Freaken angry Song in the head: MOVE BITCH!!/ I just wanna live
I'm so angry,I'm so angry,I'm so angry!!! I just wanna find work... Some things are more important... What is it? What is it? What did I do wrong? Why is it that evrything i do is not to YOUR satisfaction? Why can't I do to MY satisfaction? WHY!!!
I JUST WANNA LIVE!! WHY CAN"T I!!! Thank u for being an angel... is evryone gona believe that scam..? What is it with u people? I don wanna bring myself down but with ur help, hey, i manage to do just that... Thank u for the "care and attention" i deserve... Thank u for the stupid things that i was wronged for... In fact thank u for evrything!
9:22 AM smexy Monday, April 25, 2005
► Hey... its me... another post..
Weather: Sunny Mood: Tyred and freaken' pissed...
Hey, its me again.. Guess i just give the lowdowns for these past days...
On Monday, when to meet up my lup and Fatin... Hee.. Watched criter "Creep"... Full of ppl gt killed... The most funniest part of the movie is actually what happened off screen... Nana ter drop popcorn accidentally on the floor.. and when she drop it, it was at the part where it was scary... Ppl laf thinking dat she gt scared.. hee.. Part gory was when dis pscyhopath shoved a knife up a victim's VAGINA!!!! YEOUWCH!!
Yesterday went to juli's house.. Hang out jer.. eat pisang goreng... hee...
I'm bored... so I think that's all...
GB!!!
3:16 PM smexy Thursday, April 21, 2005
► Down In the DUMPS...
Weather: Kinda sunny Mood: I'm feeling sucky today... Song in the head: "I Don't Wanna Be" By Gavin Degraw
My lyfe sucks... I try to be wateva ppl told to me to be but I can push that suggestions away... I wanna shout out and say that, "PPL!! I JUST WANNA BE ME!!" With problems brewing btw a couple of my frenz, I just want evrything to be normal again... Just lyke b4... Can't it?
Made me doubt abt the love that I have... But it's all sorted... btw my love and me... Haiz... I trust ppl.... but I guess I don't that much now... Lyke in "meet the parents" and "meet the fockers", there's a circle of trust... And some just don't make the cut...
Come on ppl, wat's wrong now? Why are we not lyke b4? can we not squabble over these things? You've know ur fren for a much longer tyme than u noe "her" but why are u acting the way u are? PLs i beg u guys lets meet up and tok things thru...
I told my sista evrything and she's frustrated too... Abt u guys... No more fyting... Lets find a solution... We can settle evrything face 2 face... Jsut say when and we'll make tyme... Aight? No running away...
Tk nk org ckp me and my lup tk ingat kwn... Aight? Slalu ingatkan korang just dunno how to get thru to you guys... haiz... What A SuCKY DAY TODAY?!!
:: Firyana Trousdale ::
9:07 AM smexy Monday, April 18, 2005
► :: Lonely by AKON ::
► I Don't Wanna Be - Gavin DeGraw
Verse #1
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I don't need to be anything other than a prison guard's son
I don't need to be anything other than a specialist's son
I don't have to be anyone other than a birth of two souls in one
Part of where I'm going is knowing where I'm coming from
Chorus
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I don't want to be anything other than what I've been trying to be lately
All I have to do is think of me and I have peace of mind
I'm tired of looking 'round rooms wondering what I gotta do
Or who I'm supposed to be
I don't want to be anything other than me
Verse #2
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I'm surrounded by liars everywhere I turn
I'm surrounded by imposters everywhere I turn
I'm surrounded by an identity crisis everywhere I turn
Am I the only one to notice?I can't be the only one who's learned
Chorus
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I don't want to be anything other than what I've been trying to be lately
All I have to do is think of me and I have peace of mind
I'm tired of looking 'round rooms wondering what I gotta do
Or who I'm supposed to be
I don't want to be anything other than me
Bridge
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Can I have everyone's attention please if you're not like this and that
You're gonna have to leave
I came from the mountain, the crust of creation
My whole situation made from clay, dust, stone
And now I'm telling everybody
Chorus
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I don't want to be anything other than what I've been trying to be lately
All I have to do is think of me and I have peace of mind
I'm tired of looking 'round rooms wondering what I gotta to do
Or who I'm supposed to be
I don't want to be anything other than me
End
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I DONT WANT TO BE...HEYYYY
I DONT WANT TO BE...NOOOO
I DONT WANT TO BE....
I DONT WANT TO BE ANYTHING
ANYTHING OTHER THAN..MMMEEE YEA YEA YEA
I DONT WANT TO BE.... HEYY YEAA YEAA YEAA
I DONT WANT TO BE.... HEYY YEAA YEAA YEAA
I DONT WANT TO BE.... HEYY YEAA YEAA YEAA
I DONT WANT TO BE.... HEYY YEAA YEAA YEAA
I DONT WANT TO BE.... HEYY YEAA YEAA YEAA
8:37 AM smexy Friday, April 15, 2005
► YeLL0WCaRD - 0NLY 0Ne
Verse 1
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Broken this fragile thing now
And I can't, I can't pick up the pieces
And I've thrown my words all around
But I can't, I can't give you a reason
I feel so broken up (so broken up)
And I give up (I give up)
I just want to tell you so you know
Chorus
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Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one that gets me like you do
You are my only, my only one
Verse #2
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Made my mistakes, let you down
And I can't, I can't hold on for too long
Ran my whole life in the ground
And I can't, I can't get up when you're gone
And something's breaking up (breaking up)
I feel like giving up (like giving up)
I won't walk out until you know
Chorus
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Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one who gets me like you do
You are my only my only one
Verse #3
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Here I go so dishonestly
Leave a note for you my only one
And I know you can see right through me
So let me go and you will find someone
Chorus
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Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
