Hey! Let's face the fact and stalk the smexy beast yet dorks, Kim jaejoong-sshi from TVXQ! His smile and naughty tougue is killing me, his evey move is loved, his voice toke my breath away when he sing. His wife gonna be soooo lucky to have a good-cook husband too! His airport wear make poeple think "Is he on cat walk, model show or something?" Very fashionable! MAMA like it. xD it's time to say byebye to my lovely pumpkins cause it's time to say hello JaeJae! :P
Weather: Rain in the morning, Shine in the afternoon Mood: Happy... Song IN The HEad: "Happy" By I dunno the singer's name...
Today didnt go sch.. Class was cancelled... Met up wif Jedi at CWP and walked to Vista Pt to eat... Then hang out at Civic Centre... Went lolling the tyme away, met up wif Fairul and his sis, Ain Ketot...
Then saw this 2 Malay gurls dancing <= MTV Channel This Chinese lady crying while shouting on the phone <= Channel 8 This Indian Lady sitting down there, minding her own business <= Vasantham Central Some bikers making stunts <= ESPN Sports Some Malay guys and a couple of Malay girls sitting arnd talking <= Suria TV12
We were lyke laughing when we said all that... Jedi was lyke " Even outside can watch TV! HAHA! [To Jedi : TV Mobile lah!!]
Then went home and bumped into Ali... This guy who went fer the interview at the airport... He was so nice and smiled a lot... Was shocked when I remembered his name... Sorie Ali... He asked fer mine... And I asked where he stayed...
Guess wat?? He got off at the same bus stop as me... And he stays near... HAHA!! Tampines ITE some more... HAHA!!
OKay i betta shaddup now.. Hee!!
TO Jedi,
Thanx fer wanting to meet up... Had fun lafing and making up "channels"... haha... And karaokeing again!! HAHA!! Love ya!!
~peace out~
Firyana Trousdale
11:20 PM smexy Tuesday, August 30, 2005
► SO HAPPY!! BUT SAD TOO!!
Weather: warm mood: ecstatic Song IN the head: "Get Your Shine ON" By Jesse McCartney
Okay ppl... I noe u guys will think that Im crazy cos I actually blogged thrice today...
Maybe just a tad nutty... As what Mrs Westerly aka Michelle said!
Okay okay... My bro just got back from KL... JUST!!
And guess wat?? He bought fer me and my younger brothers...
Watches!! Adidas... Mine is ORANGE and grey!! OMG!! DANG HAPPY!!
I never thought he would buy stuff fer me...
Then I told him i wanted shoes and he was lyke "Next month im going again... I'll go buy fer u..."
MWAHAHA!!
Okay...
Went to meet up wif Juli and went home wif her... ME talk a lot in the bus... as always...
Today met up wif a lot of peeps... Lily... Abg Hadi... HAHA!! Funny day today!! Reunion!!
But still sad inside cos didnt meet my Jedi.. Where are u babe?? So love you!!
OKay... I think thats all...
~peace out~
Firyana Trousdale
10:01 PM smexy Monday, August 29, 2005
► "What Good Is The Heart" By Code Red
► VMA Results... That bad...!!
► Save Me...
Weather: Warm Mood: OKay Song In The Head: "Collapsed" By Aly and AJ
Started this at 1940hrs... Saturday... 27/08/05
Evrything that has happen Seems so far from me I don't wanna get hurt Becos I just can't take it no more I wanna get away from that hole Where its dark and zaps me back to reality
Searching for someone to catch hold of me To stop me from falling aimlessly I don't wanna crash and break myself On the cold, hard floor I wanna be in one piece, one whole
Visions blurred and I can't make my way through This dense forest that seems to go deeper and deeper to its heart Lost and confused, what am I to do? I can hear my heart slamming on my ribcage Its too quiet for my own liking Will I survive?
I close my eyes and think of happy thoughts Guess it do me good cos' I became calm and collected I'm confident that I'll make it through I'm sure of the steps that I take And the reward at the end of this journey I know I will be rewarded handsomely And I know that I've learned... A lot...
Ended at 2008hrs...
~peace out~
Firyana Trousdale
10:58 PM smexy Saturday, August 27, 2005
► sErEniTy
► What's the buzz??
Weather: Warm Mood: Happy... Song In The Head: "All Or Nothing" By O-Town
What's the buzz fer today??
Mostly met up wif Jedi...
Got takeaway and sat near the Yishun park and ate there...
Mostly talk abt Harry Potter... Its more lyke questions...
Lyke, "What will Harry do?? Will he continue?? Or will he go and find em??"
What are u talking abt,ur asking?? U wanna noe.. Read the new Harry Potter book...
Its good...Dark and sad... I so cant wait fer the next book...
To Jedi,
"I didnt tell u abt the hurt i'm experiencing cos i dont want u to worie... I'll be okay... If it gets serious,I'll go fer a check-up... Fer the tyme being,I wanna live lyfe...Heads up... Love ya babe!"
~peace out~
Firyana Trousdale
10:44 PM smexy Friday, August 26, 2005
► Wat i did t0day??
Weather: Warm... Mood: Elated... get to hang out wif my fav person.. Song IN The Head: "Because Of You" By Kelly Clarkson
First thing first, HEY EVRYONE!
I wanna say that im a bit okay eventhough still having fever...
OKay... Lets get down to business...
0845hrs: Woke up and checked phone... Received a msg from Michelle Mac! Got back to sleep...
0900hrs: Woke up officially... Switched on the laptop before walking to the bathroom to brush and wash up...
0915hrs: Sat in front of the lappy til 1245hrs...
1245hrs: Got up to get ready to mit Jedi... Going to watch a movie... The Maid.. While getting ready, texting wif Michelle Mac!
1325hrs: Went out... Waited for the bus... Dang slow sia...! After that took train to Sembawang... Watching the movie at SunPlaza...
1405hrs: Reached Sembawang... Met Muhaimin [Barney's bro] at the station... Thought was late for the movie which starts at 14oohrs but turned out we're just in tyme...
1530hrs: The movie ended... Went and had a late lunch at KFC... Then head to Woodlands...
1613hrs: Went to Treehaus Park and hung out there til... 1915hrs
1915hrs: Went to CWP to get a drink and hang out at in front of CWP Esprit.. Saw Kak Yana, Maya, Ida, Zakir and some new PH staff that I dunno...
2015hrs: Got up to go home... But before that, followed Jedi to bank to update book... Before heading home... Bumped into Barney... Chatted for a while before heading home... Worried for Jedi cos Jedi looked sick... Waited for bus...
2110hrs: Reached home, called up Jedi to say that I'm home before washing up... After that watched TV for a while...
2150hrs: Switched on lappy and got online and hear I am updating my blog and chattin'...
So peeps that my day... Hee.. So long-winded... I noe... Hee...
Guess that's all...
~peace out~
Firyana Trousdale
10:12 PM smexy Wednesday, August 24, 2005
► Haiz... Boring day...
Weather: Cold... lyke its snowing outside... I WISH! Mood: OKay... cos get to talk wif Jedi for a few tymes... Great to hear ur voice... Song IN The head: "Stranded" By Jennifer Paige
Okay... updating again.... Finished reading the Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince amidst the dizziness...
So sad... I cant wait for the next book...
Having fever is my most hatest thing... Wif the nose block and the heatiness of the body...
I just wanna be constantly under the running tap... Drenching myself wif cold water...
Had cold showers nowadays in this cold weather to keep my body temperature down...
Not much to update cos didnt do much... Sleep and sleep... Didnt eat either... Thank god fer the school holidays im having now...
Shocking news that i read in the New Paper yesterday: Mark Feehily is GAY!
Wif that piece of news, I was shocked but guess what? I dont care...
I hope for the best for him and his boyfren...
To Mark, [if u ever stumble upon my blog]
No matter what, you didnt change in my eyes... Ur still the Mark Feehily I adore... Keep ur head up and I admire ur courage to tell the world abt ur sexuality... *THUMBS UP* Good Luck in ur future endeavours!
To Jedi,
Great to hear ur voice even though ur sick lyke me... Hope u do well... EAT MEDICINE! DON'T FORGET!! Love ya so muchie!
~peace out~
Firyana Trousdale
11:07 PM smexy Tuesday, August 23, 2005
► updating again...
► 0uting t0day...
Weather: Rain and shine... then rain and shine... the weather is playing arnd... Mood: Down and out... tyred... Song IN The head: "Tearing Up My Heart" By NSYNC
Had an outing today... Wif Jughead, Alien and Jedi...
Firstly, went out to mit up wif Alien at the CC to send bursary paper... Raining heavily... brot an umbrella... then stopped raining for awhile..
Legs hurts...
Met up wif Jughead in the 856 bus, stopped at Marsiling MRT Station Met up wif Jedi at Yishun 1st cabin...
Stopped at City Hall... Walked to City Link Mall... Went to Suntec... Walked arnd the place... Tyred sia....
Guess where we go next? Walked to Esplanade from the long way... From Suntec City... Jughead bought ice-cream... Jedi bought me sweetcorn in a cup... So sweet!! Hee!
From there we actually walked to the other side of the Esplanade as in the direction of Cavanagh Bridge...
Had to stay in the tunnel when it kinda drizzles... Then we walked thru the Boat Quay area... Ask Alien whether she wanna go in the pub, she was lyke " u want me to get boxed?" haha!!
We ate at Funan IT Mall at the 3 in 1 restaurant... TRICON...
Ate a lot siak... Jughead is always making remarks... Alien was lyke "could anyone spare him 2 mins?" HAHA!!
Then we walked to Fort Canning... Basically we walked a lot!!
Had fun... saw the stage near the Fort Canning Centre... Where the Slipknot concert was...
Hurt my feet so much... Had to stand in the train too.. Alien and Jughead were lyke sleeping standing up...
Hung out at CWP after that.. Basically had a great day!!!
~peace out~
Firyana Trousdale...
p/s: I need a feet massage!
10:16 PM smexy Saturday, August 20, 2005
► Whats wif evryone?? getting on my case!
► NAPFA Test is soooo over!!
Weather: Warm in the day... But kinda cold now... Mood: Happy 'cos get to hang out wif my two favouryte gurls!! Erm... There's another fav gurl that I didnt meet for a LONG tyme now... And that's my kuzzin!! Song IN The head: "End Of Me" By Marion Raven
Hey y'all!! Feeling so country now... HAH!
Had my NAPFA test just now... It didnt rain so had to do my 7 1/4 rounds of the tracks too... DANG!!
My NAPFA RESULTS: :: Inlined pull-ups :: 16 :: Sit-ups :: 37 :: Standing Broad Jump :: 158 :: Shuttle Run :: 11.6 secs :: Sit & Reach :: 27 [i dunno the unit] :: 2.4 km run :: 17 mins ?? secs
So overall i think i kinda do well... Kinda proud of that...
Had fun cheering ppl on while they were running.. Z, Hasz, Lucas and I kept on cheering 'til Hasz was telling me to ask the teacher whether we can be the official cheerleaders for those running the 2.4km run the next tyme...
Ate honey stars that Ayu brought along... Played wif my food... Held them at my eyes and shouted "ALL STARRY EYED!!"
My SW teacher, Miss Joyce (?) looked at me as if I'm crazy and laughed!!
OKay... Maybe I was...
After that, went for a bathe cos meeting Jedi...
Going home, waiting for Ayu's bf at Paya Lebar MRT station... I started sticking my head thru the gates and Z was lyke, "FIR! Stop that! Ppl are staring at you!" Unfortunately I had to stop acting as if I'm crazy.... HAHA!!
Hung out wif Alien and Jedi... Best ah... Talk crap... Then me and Alien found a deck of cards at McD... Kinda take it and then we started playing Big2... HAHA!!
Jedi doesnt noe how to play though... So it was only me and Alien...
Bumped into Farhan, ex PH.. And so does Basir... MWAHAHA!!
I guess thats all... LOVE YA ALL LOADS!!
To Jedi... "Had fun... Thanx babe!! Love ya so much!"
To Alien... "Babe... Wa caya sama lu!! HAHA!! KO nie sewel ah... Love ya too baby! "
~peace out~
Firyana Trousdale
9:31 PM smexy Friday, August 19, 2005
► updating so late...
Weather: cold... hope it rains tmr so no need to run for NAPFA! Mood: So-so... pissed of my mom.. kept nagging at me wen I wasnt even doing nething... Song IN The HEad: "Let Me Let Go" By Chris Trousdale and "Its OK" by Atomic Kitten
OKay... Today's lowdown...
Novie told me that she and Sally are breaking up.. Sorie babe... Hope u wont be too hard on this...
Found out that FLash project could be handed in by Monday latest thru email... ANd the lecturer wont be teaching ud no more the next term...
We also have an elective next term... Most of us are taking video production.. YAy!! cAn make my own music video!! HAHA!!
Just now wen heading to the back gate, SAb suddenly took out her umbrella and started singing to it... Must be the weather thats making her bonkers!! hee...
i think thats all.. chattin wif novie now...
To Jedi, "MIss ya so much... Love ya loads!!"
~peace out~
Firyana Trousdale
11:40 PM smexy Thursday, August 18, 2005
► great day today... apart from yesterday...
Weather: Warm/Cold... Mood: Now pissed wif d elder brother... Song In the Head: "You and I Both" By Jason Mraz
Met up wif Jedi... Thanx for that... Hanging out wif u best... Eventhough just for a while...
Guess we manage to sort things out... That's great!!
Suppose to do my flash project... But being me, wif the SAS virus in me... [ dont worie folks, the SAS virus is not contagious, its just short-form for Short Attention Span]
I dont think i can do it... GREAT!! <-- Sarcastically
Suppose to do something abt DS but it seems i;m not even der... Haiz...
HELP ME!! Z, NOVIE!! HELP ME!!
= slump in her place, staring at the laptop, hands poised to type =
I dunno what to do... 4th brother watching Inuyasha... DANG!!
Haiz... Nvm ah.. give excuse to the freaken lecturer ah...
~peace out~
Firyana Trousdale
10:54 PM smexy Wednesday, August 17, 2005
► u told me ur bored with me...
► Bad day... Bad day...
Weather: Cold... Mood: Sucky! Song IN the Head: Let Me Let Go by Chris Trousdale
As u can read from the title... Had a bad day...
Becos of the lacking of not meeting someone.. Made me feel guilty... Cos' I can't seem to tell u wat tyme i' m gettin out from sch... I'm sorie...
Got sad and went and cried...
To anyone, I'm sorie for being sucky... I noe that i have to say sorry to cikgu for ignoring him Had a lot in mind...
Haiz~
~peace out~
Firyana Trousdale...
P/S: Have u ever heard abt a person named "Eat"? Me neither... But Novie told me of someone wif that name... DANG!! Luckily I have a suitable name...
9:45 PM smexy Tuesday, August 16, 2005
► Not in sch... Hanging arnd at home...
Weather: Warm Mood: So under the weather... Song In the HEad: My Baby by Lil Romeo
I think I'm heading out wif Jedi... Going to the hospital or her fren's house for visitings...
Ntahlah eh...
So bored at home.... Staying in... Makes me so dull...
I'm so bored.. I just wanna run away...
Wif wat ppl thinks of me... And wif "frens" who doesn't seem to care at all...
Haiz..~
DANG!! Lyfe sucks at tymes... But I'll try to make it better...
MAybe suffer now.. Have some fun later...
I have to love me...
~peace out~
Firyana Trousdale
11:20 AM smexy Monday, August 15, 2005
► War of nErvEs
weather: warm Mood: so bored Song in the head: reach for the skies by rui en and taufik batisah
So bored at home Nothing to do 'cept being online Now talking to Jedi...
Can't believe the nerve of sum ppl...
Just dont understand dem... I guess I never would... No gratitude... Goes to show that they dont need u...
Whatever...
Thanx anyway...
The gratitude is lost nowadays... Where did it go? Haiz~
"I just dont understand... Can't help the way I feel.. Its crazy but its true..." -"I just someone to hold me tonight" by DS
R.E.S.P.E.C.T & G.R.A.T.I.T.UD.E is lost to all..
~peace out~
Firyana Trousdale
9:46 PM smexy Sunday, August 14, 2005
► hey its me again.. back to update...
weather: warm as always... mood: okay okay... now tyred out so what kinda mood u expect? song in the head: in da club by 50 cent... WEIRDLY ENUF!
Okay the lowdowns for today.. Went to Barney's house... To visit her... Tapi more lyke a party there... My soocer team mates came round too.. Okay2 ah just now..
Thanx to Huda and Nor and their gfs... Thanx for keeping us company... Had fun talking... HAHA!! And thanks for koling me FIRAUN, Sarah(?) and Ikah.... Firaun = pharaoh in malay...
Thanks to Atik and Syaz for cooking up a meal... Very nice... Must be a ompliment to Atik cos the chicken was snapped up fast... HEE!
Thanx to Barney for having us as guests...
To Jedi, "Sorry for what happen just now.. And thanks for stayin round wif me... Love ya loads... HEE!"
To Mrs McCartney, "I really wanna dance! PLs do teach me oh Sensei Michelle...! HEE!"
~peace out~
Firyana Trousdale
10:54 PM smexy Saturday, August 13, 2005
► Morning evryone...
► DANG!! At sch library... Lazing away...!
Weather: Warm and sunny! Mood: Okay okay jer... Song In The Head: Tongue Ring by Chris Trousdale
Just reread yesterdays blog... I guess that poem/song was what I had in mind when a friend confessed to me abt her problem... Hey, dont worie too much.. Evrything will be fyne...
Also inspired by a book that I read... I guess I have gone back to my roots of writing songs and poems for the release of tension And opinions... Just being creative with words...
Read a few blogs just now...
To Z: Damn long sia!!! Mentang2 da lamer tk update... Hee... But it kewl... Dapat read what happen in ur ur lyfe...
To Wa: Hey... how are u?? I tagged at ur board that day but deleted my tags cos I'm not sure whether u would even want me tagging... Just wanna ask how are u... And I miss ya, sis...
To Izah: Golap-golita seh!! Hee... Mine is white, urs is gothic... SCARY!!
To Su Hui: One day when I'm free, we go out together k?? Miss those frenz that I made wif at the SI auditions!! Where are u guys now??
To Juli: Relakz kan kaki tu... Ko nie... Macam maner bleh terjatoh?? Haiz... Ghairah sgt nk gi sch eh?? Hee... Take care gerl!
To Jedi: hey to u.. Fireworks was great... Thanx for bringing there... One magical nyte... Really love it... U noe that I'm damn fascinated wif fireworks ever since I was young... Thats why I screamed lyke a kid when I saw the sky bursting wif colours... Thank you...
To Mrs McCartney: hey Mrs McCartney... Thanx for the songs... Love em so... Hee... Great to find a fren lyke u.... I really love makin' new friends... But the older ones are never forgotten...
Guess that's all...
~peace out~
Firyana Trousdale
1:38 PM smexy Friday, August 12, 2005
► sometymes i wonder...
weather: rain?? mood: weirded out... Song IN The Head: "Cinderella" by Play
Sometymes I wonder... Friends... Are they for real?? Are they a joke?? Are they considering you as someone that has a special place in their hearts Or don't they? You hold a special place for them in you but found out that they don't appreciate you... What would you feel?? You feel a connection between them but to them you're just lyke evryone else... Someone normal and not special...
Sometymes I wonder... What was your feelings when that happens? Do you feel used? Lonely? Sad? Don't be... Be happy... They don't care... Be happy... Love to those who cares...
~peace out~
Firyana Trousdale
9:55 PM smexy Thursday, August 11, 2005
► In sch... at last
► Hangin' Out With You is SO much FUN!!!
Weather: warm Mood: Fantastic! Song In The Head: "Let Love Lead The Way" by Spice Girls... [just dont ask me why...!]
Just got online and thought of blogging... Yesterday was Singapore's National Day... It's Singapore's 40th birthday!! Happy Birthday Singapore!!
Saw beautiful fireworks bursting in the nyte sky... So nice... Lagik2 kuar ngan Jedi.... Kinda fun!! Hee!
It was a fantastic day for us both cos we get to hang out together...
To Jedi, " I had fun wif ya... I hope u'll be okay later... Dont forget to eat medicine... Dont pretend dat ur okay... Just eat... Lap ya!!"
~peace out~
Firyana Trousdale
9:42 PM smexy Wednesday, August 10, 2005
► :: Heartbroken ::
Weather: Warm Mood: So-So Song In The Head: -none- ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Too heartbroken to feel Too heartbroken to say Too heartbroken to think I just want to die
Too guilty to see What damage I had done Too afraid to find My one true love
I always wonder if u would want me back This coward who's afraid to love This coward who's afraid to show her feelings to anyone I guess you wouldn't want to
My loss is when I don't have you in my arms My loss is when I'm not happy My loss is when I myself feel lost without your directions My loss is when I live my life alone
~peace out~
Firyana Trousdale
9:05 AM smexy Monday, August 08, 2005
► Kau - T-Five
Kau disini saat kusapa dirimu Ragu dan malu hantui diriku Tiada kata terucap tanpamu Tersenyum menatap malu2
Rona merah pipiu terlukis jelas wajahmu Diam membisu kuingat senyuman manis walau sesaat Bayangan dirimu selalu mengisi hatiku Bilakah kan tejadi kau kan jadi milikku selamanya
Kau tiada kata terucap tuk ungkapkan isi hati Dan beri aku asa yang datang mengisi hidupku Kau mungkinkah kau tahu apa yang ada di hati Dan kau pergi disaat kuyakini hatiku untukmu
~peace out~
Firyana Trousdale
9:46 PM smexy Sunday, August 07, 2005
► FALLiNG - NSYNC
► down and washed out...
► 0nce again...
Weather: Windy Mood: Seriously sad... Song In The Head: Holding On For You by Liberty X ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Once again, i irritate you And once again, I made you cry... Once again, I feel lyke a bitch Once again, I think I am...
Once again, I cry with you Once again, I thought... "What's the matter with me? Can't I keep my partners happy?"
Once again, I wish I was dead So that you won't suffer with me... Once again, I succeeded To make you give up on me....
I'm such a jerk for doing all that... I'm such a bitch for letting you cry... I'm such an idiot for doing all that to you... And I beg forgiveness for evrything I've done...
I'm sorry... I sucks...
~peace out~
Firyana Trousdale
11:00 PM smexy Saturday, August 06, 2005
► The Last Day 0F My Lyfe...
► met up and had dinner...
weather: warm mood: okay song in the head: twinkle twinkle little star
actualli me little sleepy now... But im kinda up chatting wif Michelle McCartney... If ur reading this Michelle, i bet ur happy that i typed ur name here wif HIS surname... Hee.. Atta girl..
Just got back a while ago from a soccer game... Hee... Its lyke i was playing in the game... But i kinda injured myself... So i was more a bench warmer... Hee Won 3-0, i think...
Just now i met up wif Jedi and kinda had a late dinner at Swensens... Got this kewt guy whose name is Al Hafiz who took our order... So kewt sak... OKay stop gushing Fir...
Today a lot of pics are taken of me an Izah.. I guess we kinda love our pics taken... Camera hoggers "R" US!! Haha!
Now actually waiting for Barney to be online... But i dont think so ah... I want mah pics ah... So can put on friendster... U never noe if someone wanna get to noe me... MWAHAHA!! LYKE FREAKEN REAL!!!
okay peeps.. thats all....
sawadee ka~~
~peace out~
Firyana Trousdale
11:55 PM smexy Friday, August 05, 2005
► at home... basically resting...
Weather: Raining now and then... Mood: So-So Song In The Head: Remedy by Jason Mraz
Now at home... [lyke DUH!]
This morning, went and meet Barney to give her buku and payslip To Sab... Then thought of meeting Jedi since i'm out so early... We did... Went and had breakkie together at McD And all of ppl, saw THE BITCH... Nana was lyke " Sharon ah.." I was lyke " biar ah... dier takder share per kat McD" lyke really loudly...
Hee... Damn tk malu ah fir... Hee...
I think thats all...
To Jedi, " Thanx for miting up... I'm glad we got to set things out... Love ya babe..."
~peace out~
Firyana Trousdale
9:56 PM smexy Thursday, August 04, 2005
► Am I not listening to u.. u asked...
Weather: Cool.. Mood: Not that good... Song In The Head: Thinking It Over by Liberty X
Am i even listening to you... Of course I am... I always wanna noe whats wrong with ur lyfe... What I can do to help u ease the pain... What I can do to make u feel alryte...
Well, do u want me to be there at all? Do u want me there to take u in my open arms And take u to where there is no pain to feel? Do u?
I'm always there for u... I wonder if u see me there... I wonder if u want me to be there... I wonder if i have the ryte to be there...
I put my heart on my sleeve... My emotions are for show... But with u, I'm being strong for u.. Giving u hope for u to go on...
Am i doing it ryte? Am i making u feel okay? I dont wanna see the tears falling from ur eyes... I just wanna catch them before they hit the ground...
I wanna hold ur trembling body... Keep u safe from harm... I wanna put a smile on ur face.... To erase all the hurt from ur eyes...
To make u happy... I vow to myself....
~peace out~
Firyana Trousdale
11:32 PM smexy Wednesday, August 03, 2005
► morning all...
► MORNING!!!
Weather: Warm Mood: A bit hyper Song IN The HEad: September covered by Taufik Batisah
HEy one and all... Whassup?? Me now at home talking to myself and acting crazy... Now singing to I Dream.. Haiz...
New motto in lyfe: Be Positive... [ Thanx to Lucas] ~singing~ BE positive.. Treat mom good.. Whatever it is stay positive...~lafing~
I think i betta go now... before someone call the mental institution.. Babai...!
