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► :: IFtar [BrEak FasT] yEstErday ::

Weather: Warm
Moods/Feelings: Bored & "terkilan"
Song In the Head: "Wishes" BY Human Nature

Yesterday... Went fer iftar...
I told u peeps that I was excited...
Well, the iftar went fyne... I guess...

Saw Achik Mardiana!!
I actually cried wen I saw her... Its been a long tyme..

Along came... And I thought I can talk to u...
Sort things out.. Let bygones be bygones...
Guess we didnt...
Well, at least I get to see u...

Went home... Hampa[ didnt turn out as I thought]...
Hope this thing between us will go past..

~peace out~

Firyana Trousdale

1:49 PM smexy Saturday, October 29, 2005


► :: HELL0!! I'm baCk!! ::

Weather: Warm
Moods/Feelings: Excited... Cos meeting old frens!!
Song In the Head: Listening to music now.. So am singing along to Kelly Clarkson's "Behind This Hazel Eyes"

Am home alone now...
Am going out later to break fast wif old PH colleagues..
Its been a long tyme didnt meet em..
Am freaken excited...

Am talking to meself... As always...

I duno what else to type out... So laterz!

~peace out~

Firyana TRousdale

11:50 AM smexy Friday, October 28, 2005


► :: C0nd0LEncEs :

Weather: Rain... Cold...
Moods/Feelings: Sad... Lost...
Sog IN the HEad: -N0ne-

Am sadden by the fact that the lady who helped me and Juli get a job at the airport has passed yesterday evening at arnd 6pm...
She died at the age of 48... Due to Mild Heart Attack...
Went to her funeral today...
It was raining heavily as if the sky is sad to see her go...
Was shocked wif the news cos the last we [Alien & I] met her... She was healthy...
*MARILAH KITER SEDEKAHKAN AL-FATIHAH*

~peace out~

Firyana Trousdale

11:16 PM smexy Tuesday, October 25, 2005


► :: Am s0 b0rEd @ h0mE... Whats thE agEnda? ::

Weather: Warm
Moods/Feelings: Bored.. As always...
Song IN The head: Watching tv now.. So the jingle fer "The Fimbles" is in my head...

Am so bored at home now...
Dunno what else to do 'cept to update what a boring day its starting to be now...

Been online since i woke up... Dunno where to go..
3 days at home is so boring...

Arghh!! Im going crazy now!!

~peace out~

Firyana Trousdale

1:55 PM smexy Monday, October 24, 2005


► :: ThE m0ther 0f wiErd dreamS!! ::

Weather: Warm
Moods/Feelings: Am so bored at home
Song IN the head: "Break Me Shake Me" By Savage Garden

I wanna tell my weirdest dream ever... And I thought the dream wif Paris Hilton & Frankie is weird...

I dreamt of JESSE McCARTNEY!!

Okay2... This is so W.E.I.R.D!!

Lets just summarise the dream in points...

  • I dreamt that my bestfren, Juli [Alien] went to PH wif Shanice... That KidCentral kid...
  • I wanna buy a Smash Hits mag which are giving away some free stuff in a bag..
  • I wanna take out $ from the ATM... The ATM machine was not werking... [ And I just found out that the ATM near my house IS not werking]
  • Okay2... Lets go to the best part.... Michelle [Yes u, Mich!] won 2 tix to see Jmac and wen I ask her who is going wif her, she was lyke "No, I'm not going.." Even in my dream, I was lyke thinking," WHATS WRONG WIF U?!"
  • I get to meet Jesse and I actually got a piggyback ride from him...
  • We went to the coffee shop [Yeah, I was mortified too!] to get some food fer the "others" [And I dunno who the "others" are!]
  • Jesse was lyke "Fried noodles pls..." and smiled... [Im LOL now!]
  • Den, me and Jesse went to chase each other arnd the block before we fell at a badminton court and kiss... [ HAHA!! IM SO HYSTERICAL NOW!!]

Thats all in a nutshell... And Mich, pls dont hate me.. Haha!!

~peace out~

Firyana Trousdale


10:32 PM smexy Sunday, October 23, 2005


► :: L0ve thE bL0gskin ::

Weather: warm
Moods/Feelings: Sleepy
Song in The head: "Collide" By Howie Day

Changed the blogskin..
So love it...
Heads up to the creator!!

Thanx Mich fer the Chris Trousdale song!!
Love it!!

Tried to create a DS skin.. But no success yet... Hee!!

Thought am gonna stay home the whole day but after i break fast at home,
went out to meet Jedi...
Went to the lib... Got some books...

Met wif Ibu Sukra, Shaik and his sis.. Forgot her name... Just outside the lib...
After that, saw Pei Ru wif her bf... Wilfred if i heard her ryte... Hee!!
Den saw this PH gurl.. Crap... Forgot her name...
And Kak Yana, this new staff and Faizal..
Jedi was lyke "Ingatkan tk nk layan..." to Kak Yana!!

Oh crap!!

Haha!!

Thats all!!

~peace out~

Firyana Trousdale

11:07 PM smexy Friday, October 21, 2005


► :: C0nd0LEncEs ::

Weather: Raining.. So its cold...
Moods/Feelings: Am bored...
Song In The Head: ~nil~

Heylo...

I wana say my condolences to the PM of Malaysia... Pak Lah...
May he have the strength to go on...
Amin...

Okay...

Mostly today there is nothing much to say...
Cos we didnt do anything at all...

Oh yeah.. We went to Geylang...
My 1st tyme going there fer this year.. Hee!!

Saw Dawn.... Alah u noe... The gurl who is in Warna Ramadhan... I think...

So the noisy wif me and Izah, Syaz, Barney and Hajar... In the lift... Hee!!

The paper fer today is okay ah... Can scrap thru.. I think...

I think thats all...

~peace out~

Firyana Trousdale

9:27 PM smexy Thursday, October 20, 2005


► :: An Entry @ LasT!! ::

Weather: Warm
Moods/Feelings: Tyred
Song IN The HEad: "Back Here" By BBMak

God... That song is lyke yonks ago wen I heard that... Hee!
It just popped in my brain...!!

Some updates in the way now..

ON Mon, [17/10],

Went to meet the others fer a get together...
I msg some ppl to come along... But one of em change their phone numbers... So... :P
Went to Woodlands Point for some tyme fer my fren, Izah todo something to her lappie...
I brought mine too.. Hee!!
Went to eat at one of the "restaurants" there...
The people who was der was Syaz, Juli, Me, Izah, Shan [Izah's BF], Barney and Myra...
Jedi cant come though.. :( hee!!
After breaking fast, all of us went home... We walked cos there was a jam on that nyte...
Reached home arnd 8:10pm...
I went fer a bathe... And abt 20 mins later, I was fast asleep...
Sorie fer not replying to u ppl's msgs k? Hee!!

On Tues, [18/10],

Went to meet Jedi... Actually to find job but we went to Tampines instead...
Z asked fer help wif his MP3... Hee! HAnd the job to JEdi as I dont have an MP3... Hee!!
We watched "Corpse Bride" before breaking fast at KFC...
The movie is kinda hilarious at certain parts...
After we ate, we went to get dessert...
More lyke, I get an ice-cream and we shared...
I dont eat ice-cream that much...
That's why we shared the ice cream... HEe!!

Today...
Maybe going out too.. Hee!!
MAybe.. Cos mom was lyke "angry" wif me fer going out onstantly... Hee!!
HAha!! Nolah.. She not angrylah... Just exaggerating... Hee!!

Thats it fer now...

Babai!!

~peace out~

[P.S: That tyme I wanna gonna to sleep and I banged my head on the bed... At the exact same place when I banged it once on the fire extinguisher... Hee!!!]

Firyana Trousdale

12:08 PM smexy Wednesday, October 19, 2005


► :: Am online... Suppose to be studying... ::

Weather: Raining
Moods/Feelings: Relaxed
Song IN The head: "Everytime You Cry" By Human Nature

Woke up to Michelle calling me...
HEE!!
She called to say that there is a Jmac poster in Teenage...
I was shocked too cos I dont think Teenage would put in a poster of him..
HEe!!

Am doing me stuff in the lappie now...
But being short attention kinda gurl...
Am downloading some stuff from the net...
Some old songs too..
Difficult to get seh...

Am gonna stop here....
Tomorrow's my EXAM!! ARGHH!!

HAha!!

~peace out~

Firyana Trousdale

11:58 AM smexy Sunday, October 16, 2005


► :: WEnt 0n ThaT datE??!! ::

Weather: Thought its gona rain... But turns out to be warm
Moods/Feelings: Tyred
Song In The Head: "She's No You" By Jmac [Neptunes Remix]

Hey y'all!!

I wanna type a lot of stuff...
Yesterday went out wif Syaz & Izah..
Didnt go town... Just hang at Woodlands...
Went home at arnd 7... Hang at Woodlands Point to study...
But guess not...
Played cards... [Taiti... Or something lyke dat]
And I won evry single game...
Syaz and Izah was so pissed.. Haha!!
Especially SYaz... She was lyke "I wanna defeat the Little Red Riding Hood!'
She called me that cos I was wearing my red sweater wif the hood.. Hee!!
Fana & Juli called me that 1st... Hee!!
Too many nicks!!

Read the New Paper yesterday...
And saw this ad for RayBans...
KEpt staring at the model...
BEcos... The guy who is modelling the glasses looks totally lyke FRANKIE GALASSO!!
I was lyke "OMG!! SO LYKE FRANKIE!"
Come on ppl!! Those who noe which Frankie i'm toking abt, pls go and scout fer the ad!!
U should see the resemblance!!

TOday went out wif Jedi...
Ate Pizza at Sembawang...
After that, Jedi bot fer me a Marshmallow Pillow...
And got us bof Billabong slippers..
Thanx babe!!

*muackz*

Hee!!

~peace out~

Firyana Trousdale

[p.s: The latest gossip I heard is crappy!!]

10:46 PM smexy Saturday, October 15, 2005


► :: AnothEr datE... No?! ::

Weather: Warm
Moods/Feelings: Excited!!
Song IN The HEad: There's this irritating tune in my head... But i just seem to figure out what the tune was... It has a lil bit of that ice-cream truck song in movies tune and some other stuff...!

Well hello!!

NOw watching Arthur the cartoon...
My fave!! Haha!!
Being 19 doesnt mean I have to lay off the cartoons ryte?
Haha!!

I wanna get cable so that I get to watch Disney and Nickelodeon evryday... Hee!!
I wanna update some stuff...

ON the 12th of Oct, I went to Fana's house to breakfast..
Her mom cooked chicken rice... Yummy! Deliciouso!!
Then, abt a min later, her 2nd bro came home wif his 2 frens... HEe!!
I was at the living room wif her younger bro, Firdaus watching Spongebob... And lafing together...
This is lyke totally funny...
After her bro's fren done eating, dey came to the living room.. watched tv...
After a while, fana's 2nd bro came and sat wif em...
Fana was in the room, changing... ANd wen she got out from her room, her bro asked her dis Q:
"Kak Lang, kawan aku nk kenal2 ngan kawan kau.."
It meant that one of his frens wanna get to noe me!!
When I heard that, I leaned back and hid beside the couch, laughing!!
Firdaus laughed along wif me too!!
I was freaken embarrased!!
But tell u the truth, one of em is hansem!! Haha!!

YEsterday, went to Juli's... Before that, went to the salon fer Izah to perm her hair...
Hee!! Maggi!!
Was raining heavily..
And i lunged my lappie from home to sch to juli's and den home again.. Hee!!

Haha!! NOw today will be heading to Orchard wif Izah and Syaz.. Den after dat, going to breakfast wif Jedi.. Hee!!

~peace out~

Firyana Trousdale

9:56 AM smexy Friday, October 14, 2005


► :: A S0nG? a p0Em? LyRics t0 my nEw s0nG? ::

Weather: Warm
M00ds/Feelings: Confused...
Song In The Head: -None-

Am so confused ryte now...
Am waiting for you to tell me...
Am waiting for the ryte moment to tell me what's on your mind...

Am I to be blame?
Am I part of the problem?
Am I troubling you?

Come on now...
Please do tell me...
I don't wanna be left clueless...

I'm here for you to rant upon
I'm here for the shoulder for you to cry on
I'm here for you to pour your heart to

I'm here for you to get your love from
I'm here for you to fuss upon
I'm here for you to confess what's on ur mind

Metamorphosis, are we?
I think we are...
But whatever it is, I'm still close to you...
As a family, as a friend, as a partner in crime...

I'm here... Remember that...

~peace out~
[Am irritated wif my MSN constantly logging in and out]

Firyana Trousdale

11:22 PM smexy Tuesday, October 11, 2005


► :: At h0mE.. As usuaL.. No CLass!! ::

► :: Doing my NWF assignment... ::

Weather: Warm
Moods/Feelings: Intimidated... Haha!!
Song In the Head: Im listening to music now... And currently its on Human Nature's "He Dont Love You No"

Here I am at Lucas'...
When I came, Z was here... Abt 5 mins later, he left...
So here I am alone wif Lucas... *horrors*
Dont worry he's sissified so he cant do anything...
If he did, I'll break his balls!! Haha!!

Im doing my assignments now...
So bored now... My attention is going, going by the minute...
Lucas is talking to Liyan... [Now the song is "I think I love you" By Katie Cassidy]
Arguing again, I think... As always...

Woke up early today... Put on my specs and grabbed my younger bro's GBA...
Played the Scooby-Doo game fer 2 days strait now... And I've completed it this morning!!
At last!!
The last tyme was Pokemon Ruby that I was hooked on... Now its Scooby...
I think I'm gonna complete the Jimmy Neutron game...
Haha!! Dont disturb me wen Im playing my games k??

My exams is lyke next week and Im still relaxed...
Im always been lyke this... My PSLE, my "O"s...
And I honestly dont understand how come I can get to Express stream all the way...
Eventhough I failed my maths in Sec 2... Hold up, i've been failing eversince I step into Secondary years...!! haha!!

I think I betta continue on my assignments... [ "MFEO" by Kavana]

~peace out~
[P.S: Need to get new games!!]

Firyana Trousdale

2:11 PM smexy Sunday, October 09, 2005


► :: Raining so hEaviLy! ::

Weather: Raining!! A storm!! :P
MOods/Feelings: Bored at home... As always...
Song In The hEaD: "Anywhere But Here" By Hilary Duff

Hey y'all!!

Its raining here at Woodlands...
Dang cold!! Since there is no snow in S'pore.... ppl here have to make do wif rain....
Hee!! Well, i lyke it wen it rains... Especially wen its a hot day and evryone feels sticky...
The cool blast of rain refreshes me.... So I wont dehydrate that much... Hee!!

U noe what? Im gona dedicate this paragraph to my fren, Charli Sesat [Ain]
Hey babe!! Today is ur 20th bday!! Still the crazy one!! Haha!!
I hope u stay crazy, happy and cheerful wif ur family, friends and special one..
Ur a great fren who's been there thru and thru... And Im thankful that I met you...
We first met when I signed up for our sch's military band...
I never knew that Im gonna be so damn close to ya!!
Ur a flute player & I play trombone... And we really click!! Haha!!
Being frens wif u from sec sch till now in diff ITEs didnt seem to change our friendship...
Ur still here and u still care... And I thank Allah fer that...
Thank you fren... And happy bday again!! :)

Hmm... After typing that up, I just realise that friends do come and go...
I lost a few but I still hoping that I get to see and chat wif em again...
Hope this month bring a lot of hopes and joys for me... Amin...

~peace out~

Firyana Trousdale

11:19 AM smexy Saturday, October 08, 2005


► :: At h0mE... ::

Weather: Warm & Sunny
Moods/Feelings: Bored...
Song In The Head: -None at the mo-

Now at home...
Physicallly and mentally tyred...
Am so bored at home...

Read yesterday's post and realised that I didnt update fer the 2nd half of the day..
Hee...

I had test yesterday fer MMI... Most of us didnt study... And the lecturer wasnt in sch..
But unfortunately the test is still on..
Most of us didnt study... So I sat beside Z and started copying off his paper... Hee!!
Some questions we dont noe, we ask Lucas... Thanx peeps!! Haha!

Yesterday, after class ends early... Izah, Syaz and I just went strait to Woodlands...
I ended up at Syaz's and watching Disney and Nickelodeon wif her and her bros...
But before that, we watched The Longest Yard... Hee!! Fer me thats d 2nd tyme i watched it...
The 1st tyme was wif Jedi and Yen...
I went to her house wif my sling bag...
But I went home wif a Seiyu shopping back... Haha!! Syaz's mom and aunt gave me some vegetables and dates... THANK YOU!! Hee!!

Fer today's post....
Im at home ONLINE..
Am bored so dunno what to type abt...

Hold up.... Let me type out some new lyrics that I manage to write a month back...
But its only a snippet.. Anyone care to help me...??

"Destiny upon the heart
That calls for itself to to heal
Oh why does it hurt so bad
Oh why does it meant to hurt..."

Thats one of the two snippets... The another one goes lyke this....

"Lonely now
Strange shadows
Playing on the wall
Weird noises coming from outside
Keeping me company
From total denial..."

Hee... Thats it... My two snippets...
Now Im going, going, gone!!

~peace out~

Firyana Trousdale

1:30 PM smexy Thursday, October 06, 2005


► :: REachEd scH00L & had t0 d0 a tEst ::

Weather: Cold cos it was raining...
Moods/Feelings: So... tyred looking at others.. Hee!!
song IN the Head: "The Way We Jam" By KRU

Haiz... Guess what?? This is my 2nd class and it started at 1.. Now my lecturer told me that we can head home already... What the...?!

So bored in class....

1st day of fasting month.. And i need to go now... LAter i'll update k?

~peace out~

Firyana Trousdale

1:54 PM smexy Wednesday, October 05, 2005


► :: Hang wif 2nd Ohana ::

Weather: Warm...
Moods/Feelings: Tyred...
Song In the Head: "Shake Your Body" By Tyra Banks

Hang wif my 2nd Ohana today...

Went to Juli's in the morning...
Adek Julai just come back from school...

Brought Roti Boyan fer Juli and Fana...
Went to eat at Food Court... At last, got to eat BBQ Chicken Rice...
Been dreaming of it fer the past few weeks... Haha!!
Tmr the start of fasting month... Hee!

Saw Ryan wif his gf.. *shattering heart* haha!! Yeah ryte Fir..

Went to Nurule's... Just hang out till 9...
Tyred to type ah.. Some pics k?

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Yummy!! Cornetto choccie ice-cream.. Its been a long tyme... Hmm.. Im in heaven! Haha!!

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Walking to Nurule's... The gurls didnt noe I snap this pic of their behinds.. Hee!!

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Juli & Fana... Fana looked shocked... Sorie babe... This is how u have to deal when ur famous later.. Haha!!

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Whoops!! Guess I snapped this pic lousily.. I sucks at snapping pics... Even Jedi said so...
Haha!! I didnt noe eating ice cream can be exciting!! Haha!!

~peace out~

Firyana Trousdale

10:25 PM smexy Tuesday, October 04, 2005


► :: N0 Sch00l?? U hEar ME rytE!! ::

► :: Brought POPSTAR! alrEady!! ::

Weather: Cold.. Raining now..
Moods/Feelings: Happy.. Get to hang wif frens...
Song In the Head: My Ex-Sec sch song...I was singing it just now..

Now in class... In PCP class...

Got to tell u this, in MCC class, we had our Phase Test...
And guess what? My works disappeared... i cried...
Haha!! So immature!! Whats wrong wif ya, Fir?!

Den went fer break...

Oh yeah forgot to tell...
This morning, was waiting fer Z at the back gate.. Class starts at 8 but my by 8:05am, im still out of the sch...
This lecturer came to me and said "Hurry, late fer class already..."
I looked at the lecturer and said "Erm no... My class starts at 9.." Before smiling sweetly at her... The lecturer nodded and went in..
I turned and rolled my eyes, breathing out in relief.. Hee...

IN PCP class, i kept changing comps...
Novie was lyke,"Fir why u keep changing comps?!"
Haffiz was lyke," Oh she's comp-hopping.. An IN thing now..."
HAHA!
Haszlin added, " Fir wanna marry a lot of guys thats why she kept changing comps.."
Yeah ryte!!

I pulled Haffiz hair just now... Got so fed up wif him!! Ass!!
Now's he's playing wif the CD-Rom driver... See...
These are the type of ppl I have to deal wif evytyme in sch... Hee!!

Z is not here... Went to fetch Damian, his best buddy from the airport...
Haha!!
So boring...

I think thats all... BUhbyE!!

~peace out~

Firyana TRousdale

1:54 PM smexy Monday, October 03, 2005


► :: Sad abt the b0mbings... ::

Weather: Warm..
Moods/Feelings: Down and out...
Song In The head: "Happy Birthday to You" [OMG!! Whats wrong wif me?!]

Watched news all day long.... Wanna noe more abt the bombings at Bali...
Its sad to see that the place been attacked twice... Once, 3 years ago and now again..
My prayers are wif the families that lost the relatives and the Balinese ppl...

~peace out~

Firyana Trousdale

10:24 PM smexy Sunday, October 02, 2005


► :: L0ve putting my pics!! ::

► :: S0mE m0rE pics 0f mE and mY matES ::

Weather: Warm
Moods/Feelings: Sick... So sad...
Song In The Head: "Superman" By Five For Fighting... The song was playing just now... So its stuck in my head now..

Updates...
  • Hang wif Juli, Izah and Shan... Izah's bf...
  • In the morning, went to sch wif Juli.. Juli had to hear my neverending chatter... Sorie Juli...!!
  • Went to sch wif shorts... COs had SW...
  • Found out that Mr Samri is taking us... Ms Jill is not in...
  • Played badminton... Hit my thumb, heard a crack and now there is a bruise on it... Haha!! So violent!!
  • Saw Ryan [ swoon!!] the day before [ on the Thursday].. He was sick too.. Pity him so much...
  • Red nosed Ryan!!
  • Back to Yesterday, saw ciko [Anugerah 2005] at Bedok..
  • I saw Popstar! Mag!! Gonna buy it today!!
  • Met up wif Mish to give her the DS poster... Keep it well k?! Haha!! I noe ur ecstatic!!

Think thats all!! Im so tyred... Gonna put up some pics now..

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Juli giving me this goofy face... Looks chubby huh?

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Got bored at Syaz's house... So we started taking pics of each other... Caught in action!!

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Looking swanky, Fana!!

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We got bored waiting fer the train... So Izah & I started taking pics... This was taken at the City Hall station... On our way to meet Mish...!!

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See what I mean?! Got so bored waiting fer the train, I had to snap my own pic... How sad can I be?!

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Julyha!! Ur pic is here!! This is Juli's lil' sis!! Real name is Julaiha!! Hee!!

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Taken at PH Plaza Singapura.. When I saw this pic, it reminds me of Jesse... If I'm not wrong, I saw the exact the same pose... But i myte be wrong... HAHA!! JESSE LOOKALYKE!

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Izah!! Haha!! Slacker!! Going to meet Shan and ur dressed lyke that... Haha!! My bad fer putting this up!!

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Infamous me!! Haha!! So shy!! Taken in Career Plan class...!!

Thats all!!

~peace out~

Firyana Trousdale


12:27 PM smexy Saturday, October 01, 2005