Hey! Let's face the fact and stalk the smexy beast yet dorks, Kim jaejoong-sshi from TVXQ! His smile and naughty tougue is killing me, his evey move is loved, his voice toke my breath away when he sing. His wife gonna be soooo lucky to have a good-cook husband too! His airport wear make poeple think "Is he on cat walk, model show or something?" Very fashionable! MAMA like it. xD it's time to say byebye to my lovely pumpkins cause it's time to say hello JaeJae! :P
Weather: Warm Moods/Feelings: Tyred, sleepy and just plain bored.. Im kinda a lil huming inside... Song In the Head: None actually.. Too fried to have a song in the head...
I have the most weirdest dream EVER!! And I thought the one wif Jesse McCartney was weird!!
This tyme... My dream is about Justin Berfield!!
The place where the dream was set was at my Aunt's old house... Apparently, the house was Justin's parents and he was staying with em'...
*pause* [I was actually smiling when I typed that out cos I noe he, lyke, just bought a house off Jessica Simpson & Nick Lachey] *unpause*
So in that dream, I was there lyke visiting em and a girl about Justin and my age was in the house as well... She looks lyke an Asian American.. She has mocha-colored skin.. From the beginning I stepped in the house, Justin has been getting on my case.. Its lyke evrything I do is wrong fer him...
Suddenly, my dream flashed to ther kitchen where I was cutting vegetables while talking to the girl... I was talking to her and in my dream I told her that I knew her... And she smiled at me... And suddenly, I asked her this question... "Is your name Michelle??"
*pause* [I seriously dunno why of all names it had to be Michelle... Maybe becos I miss my fellow Jmackers...] *unpause*
And during that tyme, Justin was lyke staring at me hatefully from the doorway... I grew pissed at him that I kinda left the house without telling anyone..
*pause* [Okay this is the weird part...] *unpause*
I came down from the house to the foot of the block and found a wheelbarrow... I suddenly got in it and pushed me down a hill... While I was breezing down the hill, suddenly I reached at my old house at Malaysia..
*pause* [See!! I told you its getting weirder!!] *unpause*
I went past houses and toilets(?) before coming to a stop near this guy's house... He asked me "Why are u in a wheelbarrow?" I answered back, "Ohh.. I have my license.. I just dont feel lyke driving..."
*pause* [Honestly people, I soo dont have a driving license...!! This is so weird...] *unpause*
Then the guy was lyke trying to be sarcastic to me and asked me again, "U sure u can drive? Show me ur license ah..." I answered, "Oh sorry.. I didnt bring my wallet... If I did, I would have shown u..." Before going on my way back to Justin's house as it was already evening...
*pause* [Okay this part, I totally laughed my head off.. It was totally weird and hysterical!] *unpause*
I got on this bus and sat at the backseat of the bus... Just to find my fren, Haszlin in the same bus as me.. An NCC boy was sitting beside him and chatting wif him... And Hasz was holding on the a slice of pandan cake on his ryte hand and a video camera on his left... When I looked out the window, it was GEYLANG!!
*pause* [I dunno how that happen... Lyke from Singapore to Malaysia den back to Singapore...Its just how my dream turn out...] *unpause*
I have to omit a part of the dream cos I dont wanna hurt the feelings of this certain people.. So we're gonna go strait to the part where suddenly I found myself in the middle of Hasz and his fren, talking to him... I asked Hasz, "Hey, u didnt go out the whole day today?" [<= that was in malay] He answered, "No, but that guy went out to look fer u...
*pause* ["That guy" is Justin... But just read on, u'll get totally confused...] *unpause*
I asked Hasz again, "Who?" Hasz looked at me and answered, "Randall."
*pause* [Okay, okay.. I noe!! I dont noe who is this Randall.. And how he get in the pic.. I so dont...!!] *unpause*
I smiled and answered,"Aww... How sweet..." I reached back to Justin's house and went to his room... Justin came back after a while with a defeated look cos he cant find me... His mom told him that Im at his room... And he rushed to his room to see me asleep on his bed... Then... I WOKE UP!! Haha!! Thats a long dream!! Hah!!
Tag me!!
The one and only,
~peace out~
Firyana Trousdale
2:45 PM smexy Tuesday, February 28, 2006
► :: S0mE wEEk.. ::
Weather: Warm Moods/Feelings: Tyred.. Song IN The HEad: Jem's "They"
Am so tyred now.. And feeling angry and pity fer a fren...
To whom it may concern,
Im here fer u babe... Evrytyme u need me.. I'll be ur shoulder to cry on and be ur faithful listener to ur problems...
I pity the lyfe u lead and the pain u have to go thru.. I wish I could do something fer u.. To help u ease ur pain..
To tell that person off how much he's hurting u.. I just wanna help u thru and shelter u from the hurt that u experience... U dont deserve evrything u handle ryte now... Ur a mature person.. And I lyke that abt u...
Pls do tell me if ur hurt and need someone to shout at..
The one and only,
~peace out~
Firyana Trousdale
11:10 PM smexy Monday, February 27, 2006
► :: D0 y0u caLL that a phasE tEst?! Nah ah!! ::
Weather: Warm.. wif occasional drizzling of the rain.. Moods/Feelings: Tyred and excited fer tmr cos my class will be taking our class photo... Song IN the Head: Its everchanging now... Haha!!
I had a test today.. A phase test.. Practical test if u dont get me the 1st tyme...
Erm.. Actually i wont call it a test.. Cos.. pls answer me this question... What do you call a test where you walk arnd helping your fellow classmates and where your teacher kinda helps you?!
Anyone wif an answer, pls do tag me!! Haha!!
Tmr will be having my taking class photo... SO i have to go to sch just fer that... Haiz!!
Actually I have nothing to say... COs my mind is blank now.. Haha!!
Guess thats it lah...
The one and only,
~peace out~
Firyana Trousdale
p.s. Had done the video shoots fer the project.. am so happy!!
10:59 PM smexy Thursday, February 23, 2006
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Weather: Warm but windy.. Moods/Feelings: Happy now... Frustrated in the morning... Song iN the Head: Now listening to "Once Upon A Broken Heart" By The Beu Sisters on the discman...
Hey one and all..
1st & foremost...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THE ONE AND ONLY AIN BARNEY!
To Barney, 20... Wow! Getting older day by day... A year older doesnt mean being more serious... It means to let loose more!! All work and no play makes a BARNEY dull!! Haha! A year wiser, a year older, a year funnier, a year sillier... Its all in the years to come... Have a happy lyfe surrounded by frens and family.. Take care and love ya always!! Haha!! **Dont worie love you pon as a fren ah.. Hee!!**
Okay.. Today when to sch wif Jedi...
Den went to meet Z at Commonwealth... Talked abt loads of stuff... I love talking to Z eventhough at tymes, we kinda argue!! haha!! But he's one of my bestfrens! Hee!!
Went to class and saw Sab in the class.. JUST Sab... haha! Class ended at 10... When to get "lunch".. haha!! After that went to the lib, watched "The Mask" AND "Final Destination 2"...
Went to THE CA's class, bumped into Barney.. She had this feared look at her face lyke trying to stop me from saying anything and I actually went and started singing to her a birthday song at the top of my lungs... Then she kinda gave a defeated look.. Haha!! Sowie Barney!!
Went into class, started playing Bejeweled... Den after awhile, watched "My Name Is Earl"... Haha! Kinda a funny story to watch... Its all ur fault, Noven... Introducing me to this kinda shows... haha!! Thank you!! Never expected that dont you!! Haha!
Now Im watching Z playing this jumping2 game...
Going home later.. To watch 3 more cds of CSI.. hee!!
Buhbye!!
The one and only,
~peace out~
Firyana Trousdale
12:25 PM smexy Tuesday, February 21, 2006
► :: This is my tymE t0 shinE ::
Weather: WArm... Windy also... Moods/Feelings: Lazy Song IN The HEad: Now listening to Aaliyah's "Try Again"
AM so lazy now... And sick too... So in this state I am, im not going to sch...
To my team mates who are reading this, just cont wif the project... I'll come to sch tmr.. Just start now babe!!
hee!
Am still craving fer chicken rice... Am gonna get some later i think..
I dunno wat else to blog abt.. Later i blog again... I hope...
The one and only,
~peace out~
Firyana Trousdale
11:04 AM smexy Monday, February 20, 2006
► :: What y0u say?? ::
Weather: Its raining outside... Moods/Feelings: Plain tyred... Song In The HEad: "Beep" By PCD feat Will.I.Am
Hey all...
This is lyke a late update fer yesterday...
To whom it may concern,
You're sweet and cute but pls.. Just dont try to hard.. Ur getting on my nerves... Heck, evryones' nerves to be precise!! Your voice.. OMG! Just dont go babyish on me... You lyke to interrupt ppl when they are talking and when u make jokes, they are sooo lame!! Mirror urself 1st and who you are with before u judged ppl and their partner... Noe where you stand...
Okay... That been done...
Someone asked fer my number yesterday... Its this Indian guy and he looks totally cute... He's fair and he said to call him "Zombie".. Hehe!! He's totally kewt... Be frenz 1st ah... Hee!
And we saw Mr Ajay at Citylink Mall... So thin!! Was shocked to see him... haha!! Syaz tooked 2 pics of him fer our project i guess.. hee!!
I guess thats all!!
The one and only,
~peace out~
Firyana Trousdale
3:01 PM smexy Friday, February 17, 2006
► :: A link up ::
This is just a link up to the poems page... Read it... And tell me what you think...
Tell me what you think, feel abt the poem/song tha I typed out...
The one and only,
~peace out~
Firyana Trousdale
9:54 AM smexy Wednesday, February 15, 2006
► :: A nEw c0mp... & maybE a nEw LyfE..? ::
► :: ConfEssi0ns 0f a shattErEd hEart ::
Weather: WArm Moods/Feelings: Still down... Tears wont stop falling... Song In The Head: Am now listening to Kelly Clarkson's "Beacause Of You"
Im sick... Nuff' said...
This was what I wrote on a piece of paper...
==================================================================== Confessions of a shattered heart...
Date: 13/02/06 Day: Monday Tyme: 9:35pm
Weather: Warm Moods/Feelings: Totally under the weather Song In The Head: -None- [To dead to get a song in the head]
Fact #1: Too much crying can make a person sick
Been crying fer 2 nytes strait... Cried too much and not enough sleep sure can make a person sick. Ate once only today... And that was at KFC... With Sab, Z, Novie, Syaz & Izah... Now I felt lyke vomitting...
Saw Ibu [malay for "Mom"] Bidah and she said I'm thinner... I smiled and told her that I'm not...
Walked home after taking the video cam from Barney's... So that means I've been walking from CWP to Barney's,then back to CWP, then to my house... Got so tyred, a major headache and a bit of fever...
Guess crying is BAD for you...
People said move on but I need lots of tyme to do that... I'll be fyne... I'm gonna stop here... Tears are falling... Got to stop 'em... Headaches sucks! ====================================================================
Im crying again now...
Betta stop now...
The one and only,
~peace out~
Firyana Trousdale
9:52 AM smexy Tuesday, February 14, 2006
► :: RELEasEd my strEss.. ::
Weather: Warm Moods/Feelings: Sleepy... And depressed... Song In the head: Listening to Haszlin's comp which is blasting out "Run It" By Chris Brown feat Julez Santana
Yesterday ran 4 rounds arnd the stadium tracks... Wif Juli... Kinda left her behind... Im so sorie...
Release loads of of hurt and anger and stress... Guess I shld do that more often...
I actually feel lyke flying wen I ran... Haha!! Weird feeling ah..
Just now in the train, the trip to sch was kinda scary... Cos the train was lyke making noises lyke its abt to bang against the wall in the tunnel... I was thinking "What if I die now...??"
I wanna leave it at that...
The one and only,
~peace out~
Firyana Trousdale
1:31 PM smexy Monday, February 13, 2006
► :: Y0u'rE hurt? What ab0ut mE? ::
Weather: Warm Moods/Feelings: Depressed Song In The Head: "First" By Taufik Batisah
Im hurt...
Im sorie fer hurting you... Im sorie fer being "selfish"[thats what u called me]
Im gonna go fer a run...
The one and only,
~peace out~
Firyana Trousdale
11:43 AM smexy Sunday, February 12, 2006
► :: Misc0mmunicati0ns... ::
Weather: Warm Moods/Feelings: Stupid Song In The Head: -None- Too depressed...
Went and watched "Casanova" wif Jedi... It was fun... Very funny movie...
Had dinner at the banquet at Vista Point...
After that went to the nearby park fer a walk..More to exercise...
Had fun loads...
The one and only,
~peace out~
Firyana Trousdale
10:33 PM smexy Saturday, February 11, 2006
► :: NAPFA REsuLts ::
Weather: Warm Moods/Feelings: Am kinda amused and chirpy today!! Song[s] In the HEad: It was "Chariot" By Gavin Degraw, then "For All Time" by Soluna, then now its "It's Like Wow" by Leslie Carter... Woke up to give a wake up call to someone.. But didnt pick the calls... I got irritated that I went and texted the mom!! Haha! Sorie my dear Jedi!! haha!! I had to!! Cos its lyke bugging me so bad that I had a good mind to actually run to ur house at Yishun from Woodlands just to wake u up!! Haha!!
Just nw came to sch late.. Still got tyme to eat breakfast at Mcd wif Barney!! I ate Big Breakfast meal whereas Barney ate Hotcakes.. Hee!!
And guess what? Barney is here beside me now!! Haha!! Say hello, Barney the Dinosaur!!
Im lyke totally bored now!! Haha!! Ending class now!!
Another topic now!!
NAPFA was great... I guess..
I think I passed evrything...
Sit-ups - 34 Sit & Reach - 26 [ in cm i think?] Shuttle Run - 11.9s Standing Broad Jump - 154 or 158cm Chin Ups - 20 [suppose to be 21 but my SW teacher was lyke "Nolah, 20 lah..." :P Bugger!] 2.4 Run - 17.19 mins... [Thats lyke totally late.. So not my personal best!]
So overall I passed!!
Im so proud of myself...
And Van, Im still thinking abt the SI... I dunno whether to go.. I dont wanna disappoint u gerls!! My fans! haha!!
The one and only,
~peace out~
Firyana Trousdale
10:17 AM smexy Thursday, February 09, 2006
► :: NAPFA t0day but I'm s0 having a tummy achE ::
Weather: Warm Moods/Feelings: Im having tummy ache so Im in agony ryte now... Song IN the HEad: "Crawling Back To You" By BSB
Im so tyred... Im having tummy ache... And Im suppose to have my NAPFA today... 7 and 1/4 rounds seh... How am I gonna manage? I so hope I can do it sia...
Now my tumy ache is gone... I hope it stays that way...
Tell u loads more tmr...
The one and only,
~peace out~
Firyana Trousdale
12:20 PM smexy Wednesday, February 08, 2006
► :: I wanna undErstand.. MakE mE...!! ::
Weather: Windy Moods/Feelings: Moody and down Song In The head: None...
I wanna understand... Pls make me.. Dont leave me at the curb...
Just make me understand...
The one and only,
~peace out~
Firyana Trousdale
9:44 PM smexy Monday, February 06, 2006
► :: D0nt wannA crY... ::
► ::Had t00 much fun!! ::
Weather: Warm... Totally!! Moods/Feelings: Rested...Thankyou very much!! Song In The Head: None at the moment...
Hey all!!
Its me back here in the blogger page...
Wanna noe what I do the whole day yesterday?
Okay...
Went out to meet Jedi... Went to Orchard...
Met wif Hilary and Baby Ad and Milah2... hee!!
Before meeting wif the others, me and Jedi went to Borders... Got fer myself the latest Popstar! and a small cute Paddington Bear... Jedi gt 2 CSI books...Was very elated!! Hee!!
After that, we all went to Far East fer dinner at Nana Thai... Ate a lot!! Hee! Was totally stuffed!! Baby Ad is so cute!!Wif his smile and notty antics!!
We went fer a walk after that to Cuppage Centre to play pool... I was maneuvering the pram thru the throngs of crowds... Was pissed though... Cos ppl were oblivious to the fact that Im pushing a baby's stroller... They kept walking and pushing the pram away man!!
Bought a sweater and a nice white shirt at the FOS... Factory Outlet Store... Totally nice...Thanx Jedi!!
Today got my hair trimmed!!
Guess thats all!! Hee!!
Babai!
The one and only,
~peace out~
Firyana Trousdale
9:12 PM smexy Sunday, February 05, 2006
► :: Bored... ::
Weather: Warm Moods/Feelings: Restless... Song IN the head: "Chariot" BY Gavin Degraw
Im so bored ryte now and restless too...
I havent ate yet and not planning to.... Am at Barney's.. And she says she's bored too.... FREAKEN BORED!!
Okay thats all ah... Dunno what else to type...
Bye peeps...
The one and only,
~peace out~
Firyana Trousdale
5:44 PM smexy Friday, February 03, 2006
► :: Im s000 n0t in thE m00d t0 bE in sch00L ::
Weather: Warm Moods/Feelings: Im still a bit sick and blur... Cos the freaken CA is lyke talking fast and I dont get it... Song In the HEad: I dunno what song Im singing.. But its an evergreen song I think...
Hey all...
I've had leftover pizza fer breakfast... Yeah... I noe.. EWW!
This CA is kinda fast.. And I soo dont understand what she's trying to say... Its lyke she's trying to catch a train or bus or something!! Im lyke stuck at this thingy where I dont get it at all!! She's repeating now but Im so blur, I think I wont understand it at all!!
U noe what? Im gonna rant abt my family...
I dont understand em... Im gonna be 20 this year but they're treating me lyke a 2 yr old!! If they wanna act protective, they shld have done that yonks ago when I was 14!! Did u noe that I was told to leave from what I was doing at 7pm?! HEllo! Its just 7!! Not 2am!! Freaken heck!
Then, dad was lyke "Dont go out and come home late!!" I was trying to explain but he told me to shaddup!! Well, its his wife's freaken lie that made u people hysterical!! And treating me lyke a juvenile!! U guys are treating me lyke Im a wild and out of control kinda gurl but Im sooo not! I dont drink, I dont smoke, I dont go clubbing!! What the f**k! [Pardon the vulgarities}
I go to the lib to study but u guys make it lyke I went out wif bad company... And those aunts and uncles who are "pouring oil to the big fire", MIND UR OWN FREAKEN BUSINESS!!
I hate y'all!!
Friends and loved one,
U guys are the best... ANd Im thankful fer having u guys... Ur a blessing...
